It's Been a Year...

It's Been a Year...

It's been a year since you've been gone,

yet the pain will last forever long.

I miss you more than words can say,

I think about you every day.

I never knew my heart could hurt so much.

I miss your hugs, I miss your touch.

I wish to hear your voice again,

to hear you laugh and joke with me,

the things we'd do, the way we'd be.

I miss you more than words can say,

for I thought maybe time would heal,

but I miss you more every day.

Life isn't fair, it will never be,

for the highs and lows

are too much at times.

From the most beautiful things, 

to feeling pain inside that tends to stay.

I will have you know,

I would not have it any other way,

To have you in my life and still feel this pain,

I'd do it over and over again any day.

What you brought to me I'll never forget,

all the times we shared I'll never regret.

I miss you more than ever before,

time will not heal me or close that door.

It's been a year since you passed,

yet I can still feel you here with me.

Like in the way the wind blows, 

soft on my skin.

Like the leaves on the trees

 as new life begins.

like in the warmth of the sunshine

upon my back.

Like in every single flower that blooms,

in nature, there is no lack.

 I have come to realize, 

although you are gone from this place,

I still find you in nature, in every beautiful space.

I hold you closer than ever before,

my words can never express how I love you forever more.

When the pain becomes too much for me to bare,

I step outside for I can hear you there. 

It's been a year since you've passed

I can't even believe how time has flown.

You, Tina, are one of the greatest loves I have even known.

I pray you are there watching down on me,

yet I also pray your soul is alive and free.

To journey beyond all you've ever known, 

I hope that soul of yours has flown.

I miss you more than my words could ever express,

there have been days where I've been such a mess.

Yet I move on, chasing my dreams too,

finding you alongside me all the way though.

And even though you are gone from here,

I still hold you close, I still feel you near.

For the rest of my life, I will miss you so much.

Yet 'forever and always' we will always be.

You are my 'bestest'

and I am your 'mostest' 

we'd always say.

and nothing can change that in anyway.

It's been a year since you've been gone.

Tina, I love you is all I can say.

I think of you always in the best of all ways. 


-For my Sister, Tina

 

 

 

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